Thursday, January 11, 2007,8:08 AM
Ahhh... another day of school T.T well i love my teachers casue they tell me bed time stories all the time , wooty !!! saw another fight in class todae, its veri common !!! whoooooooo this fat guy got punched in the head and started crying ... but no 1 cares cause everyone dun like him . wheeee i cant w8 for youth , .... i hope something bad doesnt happen zzzzzz.... dun worry addie i wont become emo ... the most i sit at the staircase and look at e beautiful sky... nooo still got 2 more days of school ARGH!!!
u see that pic ? whooo its the mess in the guys room ( me , hj,joash and marcus ) ... i like joashes pink shirt !!!! i enjoyed it in cambodia, was fun made new frens . I WAS A SHEPERD T.T , merry christmas and a happie new year to everyone !!! LALALALA, i must blog more , like writing and essay just that its short formed la... changed my hair casue i cut it ...i think it looks ok but i prefer my previous hair , i guess it looked nicer !! now in school their teaching us NT students how ta write programs... so " COOL " lmao . wheee
Mei i Forgive you ok ? ive also been really what...
Well then guys , i gotta go ... BUHBYES!!!!!!!! how come no picture !! nooo!!
Im so sorry celine !!
<------- My Wishful Thinkin ------>
Day after day , Night after night , my friends slowly leave me ,
I ask myself why ,
is it becasue im no fun anymore ?
Sooner or later
ill be alone
i would isolate myself in my room all day
i think and think
but nothing comes out and i wonder everyday
why is this happening to me
is this karma ? or is it becasue i deserve it ?
i used to have alota frens but,
they went to their other frens,old and new
and later they forget who i am
i guess i kinda derserve this ?
i am the worst in my family
the first in the normal tec stream ,
the naugty one and the one which everyone looks down on
i get into shit all the time
canings,punishments,detention
i get ignored , i get daoed
and now , i dont really care anymore
i dont want to live a life in shit for my entire life
maybe i shud just be anti-social
and not open my mouth ?
i know i utter some freaking stupid stuff to anger other people
for once i wish i was dead
why did god want me to be on this earth this family this place
i dont belong anywhere now
and now i hate every beautiful day
i wanna live a joyful life
where people want to talk to you wanna be your fren
thats what i want , but somehow
it doesnt work out , its like maybe ill get that fren for 4 months ?
then they will go and find other frens or go back to their frens
im becoming something worse every single day?
i hope i can overcome all these problems ?
and i hope Celine,Izzy,Dub Dub,Addie,Rachel,Han jie,Nick,Joash,Oe,Val(mei),Kim and somemore youths
Will still be my fren and always will be ,
and always be there for me , if i had a wish , thats what i would wish for
<----- The End ---->
