Tuesday, January 30, 2007,7:40 PM
What have i became ? i dont know who i really am anymore , am i really that weak ? what the hell .... i really donno whats happening anymore , things get better 1 moment then it goes back to the same old shitty state ...gaahhh help me someone =.= i cant cope anymore la.... so many things are happening so quick and i regret doing so so so soooooooooooooo many thing that i shud not have done... school was okay todae ,went to KFC (alone) took bus home , took the same way i always came home by , shit la.... then ltr i bathed and came online .... and and and... i dunno lah now im posting some crappy shit stuff which no 1 will read so i dont even noe why im updating but who cares anyway
Things that i think i am : annoying,irritating,stupid,useless,worthless ...
Do i deserve such things ... i guess i do ... i made alot of mistakes...
Was coming to evangel a mistake?
Where did i go wrong?
What did i do wrong?
when did i go wrong?
<----Efforts----->
can i be perfect
in everyway
can i change
in anyway
will i give up
or run away
will i be happy
or sad
Do i
really care about that fad
my hope is gone
wonder if i could call someone up on the phone
talking might make me feel better
my pillows becoming wetter
oh what shit have i gotten into
<--- End of school doodle --->
Will i ever get better , please help me if u could or want to =(
good bye for now i guess i just stop posting until next year or maybe just kill this useless blog
