Wednesday, January 17, 2007,4:53 PM
wow....its wensday .... this is the 14 year and 17 day of my life , yet some people cant see my existence, oh well.. gotta get on wif life ? Day ...17 or jan , im still asking myself , am i still in deep shit ?? i havent woken up have i , normal tec student , results suck , trouble seeker .. ok maybe not but the trouble some how finds me.
heres something from a song called Rewrite and i guess its kinda nice so yeah ill put it on my blog.
Wanting to spew out the jarred thoughts is
Because there’s no other proof of my existence
My future that I should’ve grabbed hold is
Conflicting between “dignity” and “freedom”
Wanting to erase the distorted afterimage is
Because I’ll see my limit there
In the window of the excessively self-conscious me
There are no dates in last year’s calendar
Erase and rewrite
The pointless ultra-fantasy
The unforgettable sense of being
Revive
And rewrite
The meaningless imagination and the driving force that creates you
Give it your whole body and soul
After cutting my feelings that grew, I regret
After realizing that after all, I’m just a mediocrity, I cry
rase and rewrite the depressed heart and the dirty lie
The pointless ultra-fantasy
The unforgettable sense of being
Revive
And rewrite
The meaningless imagination and the driving force that creates you
Give it your whole body and soul
i like the song becasue of the lyrcis just that its actually all japanese , got it translated.
do u noe the song wonderwall ? i hope u do its like really nice yeah ,
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
another boring day of school ... had home econs and guess what ? we cooked chicken curry =.= mine tasted ok ... but.. i finished everything during class and got scolded ( not allowed to eat in class ) lol then went to the toilet , some inconsiderate person left the school cleaners a BIG NICE BROWN PRESENT , i ran out of the toilet becasue of the horrible stench, then recess ... played soccer had fun drank green tea again ate mee rubus.... the sci then end school ,same old routine taking bus 9 then walking home blah blah blah blah ...
i was online then no 1 talk to me so i went away then i fell asleep becasue i was too sian and got nothing at all to do , now a days so boring becasue no more holidays anymore =(so long more till youth la like its never gonna come or something!!! argh!!! i wished it was sat todae and i was at youth talking, playing and fooling around with e youths ...tmls gonna be another boring day in school huh...gahh it always is , I demand holidays !!!!! argh argh argh !! hope i can go to youth and sit at the staircase wall again... i find it nice but 1 bad thing i drop then byebye .... hehe okie im going now good bye !! SAYONARA !!!!!!!!