Monday, February 19, 2007,11:02 PM
Geez.... uhhh another or chinese new year and now im so bored ... life is so troublesome , wish i could run away to some where and then start a new life all over again . That might be so much better budden theres a chance that thing could get worse .... in my current status ... ill just be a carefree slacker , do nothing but slack , dun worry about anything , forget about all my troubles , haha that would be great but ill take it step by step , now alot of people dun understand what i was saying but then again... who would want to understand ....
Trust ..... is something troublesome too i guess, once u break someones trust , its going to be hard to patch it up but if ur willing to then yeah, theres a high chance of patching it up again :)
Friendship is sometimes troublesome too ... easy to get a friend but hard to keep a friend , guess afterawhile people will get bored of you then find another fren ... thats how i used to be but i changed... but looks like after i changed... and stick to certain frens... those certain frens started to part with me and i realised that its hard to keep frenships strong ... So dumb until i cannot keep my damn mouth shut ( what u expect from a NT student zzzz too dumb lerhx..)
Believe ...ii believed that i could keep on being frens with somepeople and mantain that frenship and make it stronger too... even if i wanted that ,the other would not , hiyahz...life is so troublesome, shud become my old self .
A no lifer that plays maple all day long without any worries , dun care about life,problems,studies ....
But for now , i decided to try again, this time ill try harder but if people dun notice its okay ... i wont take back my words , haha betcha wont believe that but still i will !
Now i dunno what to say anymore after typing so much crap that people also wun read de.... well then just gotta w8 until shitty school starts again zzzz , gonna be so boring
Hiyahz , still deciding go or dun go youth , okay bah i lazy to type anymore , juz wasting time .... bye then