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Thursday, February 01, 2007,8:39 PM

gosh , its so hard to keep frens these days T.T sooooooo hard , trying so hard's no use 1..everthing's going back to like when i didnt noe them at church camp sia...played soccer todae... now got sunburn on my neck behind anddddddddddddd on my NOSE T.T so hard to cope with life , and those who say life is BEATIFUL ... i say dream on la... maybe becasue u dont have my kind of problems which like will never be solved ? aiyah dun feel like going church anymore already sial .....Backsliding ..... but what can i do , i pray also nothing happens and i try also no effect , like they would just go back to their own crowd so i just hang around myself and play soccer or guitar or go out of church and walk around .... i guess its the easy way out for me to avoid everyone =D i can see that no 1 notices but right nw... i guess i dont wanna be a somebody . i wanna be a nobody???????? naw.. i dunno la... so hard to decide stay in evangel or leave.... wa lao SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!! so confused sia , wah biangz... god help me T.T
WAHZ....i tio blocked by people , now i noe im annoying , shit la i stop going online alr ....i always say stupid things nia , ARGH * bangs head agaisnt wall really hard *