Name: Nahum Chew Jia Ren
Age: 13
Birthday: 27 september 1993
Likes: Anime,Guitar,Chatting,Sports,Slacking
Hates: Hates anything i wanna hate

October 2006
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Addie
Debbie
Gloria MeI mEi
Izzy
Rachel
The Youth
Ming Yang
Frenz
Frenz

Blood... what does it represent ? i kinda used to seeing blood now a days ehh..since that time i cut myself with the kitchen knife in HE to see if it hurt , saw lots and lots and lots of blood everywhere i went :P so funny when i cut my hand , super slow reaction .... like few seconds later then said ow softly not to alert the dam teacher , hehe was fun though , we burn the newspaper like siao nearly trigger the fire alarm i think... but still FUN ...

Ive been doing alota bad stuff these days huh , i wish god can guide me every step in life including now , casue ive been thinking about .... ahh nvmm.. lol tml haf soccer match againsit a werid class with werid people but still just wan to haf fun and training starts soon so yeah kinda happy although.. nvm hope abu and faza coming with me ... then can lerh lah...

okay.. bad stuff's are gonna happen again , i juz got this werid feeling, it doesnt feel right neither does it feel wrong so i guess its something bad.. now i no 1 to talk to bu gloria mei mei , haha well .. little cloudie mei ( gloria) everytime i talk to u , u always try to make me smile and some how i do .... hehe oni got 1 thing to say but i put that last , so yeah i guess i gotta decide go or dun go youth haha .... byebye guys


Thanks gloria mei mei for always trying to make me SMILE !!!


* YAWN * another lazy day of life , im lazing around at home staring at the computer screen watching naruto .... i got a soccer match tml , lucky got time to practice but still... cannot be over confident larh.. so yeah, lets see wat i did in school todae ,some piehole pissed me off in shcool i wanted to beat the hell out of him but a few punches did the job.. lucky guy , if it was during class time i would have been caught but it wasnt ... whooo!?!?!? ahh..what the hell have i been doing these days .... i guess gonna die sooner or later right ..... im so useless now , i cant do anything right , doing everything wrong, but for some reason... i regret doing all this stupid stuff ... but still i do it.

okay... lets see planning to take a 6 hr walk on friday at night 12 am ... alone , mp3 plugged in , and then walk around and think about my past... and now ... think what i have been doing right and wrong ,although i think i wont get much , still worth trying ... whats the most that might happen ? next day faint lorh ... no big deal i think... going to be 11 soon * kicks the wall * zzzz , time to practice self-control again , sum how becasue of some past events i just went thru , it so called " awakened " my temper .... hiyahz.. time to calm myself down again ...

life is something where u shud expect the unexpected , enough of my speech already , everyones dead from hearing it , i dunno y i still type but yeah .... i guess i have to try harder in everythin i do.... no choice.... if i dun , im gonna die lol... hahahah

Byebye!


sunday .... lets not use the f word lets use eff instead....todae was werid ...People around me dun notice me...wonder y ? my attitude got problem ar?? what the hell i do sial ..... freak la... hiyahz * sigh sigh * i no hope already larh... sure die one , must faster go tiao loh and end problem then go hell or heaven got no more problem already then dun need worry hor ? nothing happen to anyone if i die right ? ^^ thats the best way for me ( i think nia ) so irritated at dunno what... not my fault i like that right ? i cant be perfect ... dammit some people wun juz listen


Its sat now ... im posting for no reason ...yestarday sucked hell lot ...everyday people making me and pissing me off GRRRR....i dun wan say who could be anyone but still.. haf to forgive them.Now so boring i guess i shud just keep on playing soccer and forget about worldy affairs , that would have a good and a bad side but if i were to weigh it , the good side would win :)*sighz* at times im always so lonely but i guess im getting used to it , after lookin around .. i guess no 1 cares but oh well =.= even if there was 1 person i would be happy ..ahhh freak i dunno y the hell im saying all this SHIT la....BYE


Night Post :

WAH FREAK LA BLOODY ANGRY !!!!!!!! GRRRR !!


Hoo... now ish wensday... aiyoh.. tml got hairstyling course again and oh yeah!! got soccer :):):) then next day friday then sat then... WHOOO resting days again :P haha, what u expect from a slacker =DD Okay, i guess todae wasnt that boring becasue i drew kakashi !!! haha ! was fun but now hand's pain...haha dunno y , now ii just be okay :) i dun wan be emo or anything, veri eeeyyyeerrr , when i emo hor now cannot emo , i will become dam freaking angry at people when i emo .... zzzZzzz Dun haf much to post for todae so yeah okay then ill be going haf fun guys!!! byee


gahh.... shit lah!! another freaking CNY day ... i just wanna stay at home and slack all day but no... parents want me to go out ...... how troublesome
I dun wanna go out already!
Hiyahz.... so sian 1 larh ,everyday of my life is meaningless already , i lost faith in what i used to believe and trust ... all i wanna do now everyday is slack and daze and clouds , budden so troublesome if i bother abt life right? so problematic most of the time , i try to think of it as a good thing budden some people make it worse sometimes larh... ahhhh dammit , shit lah i haf to go out already , life is such a bore ...but ill try nt to make it look as if what im saying is true :) okie byebye

Night post ;

Ahh.... just had low hei or sumthing like that ,enjoyed the smoked salmon , thats the ONLY thing i ate ... zzzz.
Okay for todae , i went out to my uncles house and saw the MANY MANY MANY dogs hehe, Wanda still as cute as ever just that she has lesser fur and... they haf a dog called pepper too , that pepper so poor thing , got kidney problem but still look so cute :)

CNY's gonna be over soooon in a few hours and then its back to school , aiyah.... lol , singlish has taken over singapore !!! im included la.... <---- SEE<-----
Lol,i dunno what to type already , ahhh life's such a bore....
Eeeeeeyyyeerr... i dunno why i said that =X lalalolohahaheehee lol i dunno what im saying !!!
Why do people stone ? i dun find it fun in anyway , i stone the most was like 16 sec's and my record was uhh... 26 seconds? I go time myself next time !!! i wanna to a place ..... that reminds me .... if u wanna run away , u run up and hail a cab and u open the door and keep telling the driver " i wanna go to place " and then see what happpens!!

Okay... umm... well.. im having a soccer match this week on thursday (HURRAY) then on the way back i can buy a burger again !!! ramly's burger are REALLY REALLY REALLY delicious ok...YESSSAAAA!!! downloaded AVG anti-virus and scanning my comp now and BOO YEAH its killing lota viruses for me :]:]

Sat... ice skating.... GO or DUN GO .... such a hard choice to make=.=

ahhh at my cosuins house i played HALO 2... after so long im still good at it :DD hurray !!! i owned him i owned him!!
okayy... i think i typed tooooooooo much for this night post... so okay .. Yeah , but.. before i go


---------->Happy CNY to everyone<--------


Geez.... uhhh another or chinese new year and now im so bored ... life is so troublesome , wish i could run away to some where and then start a new life all over again . That might be so much better budden theres a chance that thing could get worse .... in my current status ... ill just be a carefree slacker , do nothing but slack , dun worry about anything , forget about all my troubles , haha that would be great but ill take it step by step , now alot of people dun understand what i was saying but then again... who would want to understand ....

Trust ..... is something troublesome too i guess, once u break someones trust , its going to be hard to patch it up but if ur willing to then yeah, theres a high chance of patching it up again :)
Friendship is sometimes troublesome too ... easy to get a friend but hard to keep a friend , guess afterawhile people will get bored of you then find another fren ... thats how i used to be but i changed... but looks like after i changed... and stick to certain frens... those certain frens started to part with me and i realised that its hard to keep frenships strong ... So dumb until i cannot keep my damn mouth shut ( what u expect from a NT student zzzz too dumb lerhx..)

Believe ...ii believed that i could keep on being frens with somepeople and mantain that frenship and make it stronger too... even if i wanted that ,the other would not , hiyahz...life is so troublesome, shud become my old self .
A no lifer that plays maple all day long without any worries , dun care about life,problems,studies ....

But for now , i decided to try again, this time ill try harder but if people dun notice its okay ... i wont take back my words , haha betcha wont believe that but still i will !

Now i dunno what to say anymore after typing so much crap that people also wun read de.... well then just gotta w8 until shitty school starts again zzzz , gonna be so boring

Hiyahz , still deciding go or dun go youth , okay bah i lazy to type anymore , juz wasting time .... bye then


Lol..... toade collect many ang bao , how troublesome =.= haha now i go sleep nites


Geez... Blogging is becoming troublesome...* sigh * stuck at home on a sunday morning and watchin anime huh...although its nice i rather be at church .... uh.. on second thoughts maybe not =.= i dunno y i not bored but still its nice not to be bored , i went online and no 1 was online so .. i continued watching and now waiting for dam cousins to come over then can eat the freaking lunch , geez... so troublesome =.=

Lalala~~... now back to my normal lifestyle already i guess.. nw i dun really go online lerh..casue watching anime or playing soccer in school ?? Geez.....I wan slack all day long budden cannot have to go and visit people de hses and then collect ang bao , hiyah..its gonna be a VERY long long long day todae , slack slack slack is what i can think of now ...grr...soon i go back to watching my anime budden must blog first?? Ahhh... so hungry and theres nothing to eat but lunch...

Now a days i always get bored but i guess its time i got rid of that dam freaking feeling ..zzzz so annoying to be bored , but if im not bored i cannot draw well zzzzzz . ooo got such thing called spelling checker ... right....

Dunno what else to type , todae is gonna be a boring day , i can tell... now and then i really feel stupid for getting angry at something small or someone ....too bad i already got angry ?
but if i was really angry ar.. the people sure die 1 ... i want to kill people sumtimes when angry , gotta find the guts to do that someday!!!

soon i shall just sit in front of the tv and watch mTv and would move :P then i can stay there whole day ( although i wan ang bao , but so troublesome ...) lalala....Geez... this week thursday or wensday got soccer match i alsoo dunno when, gotta ask faza ltr bah , dunno whether bring jersey on wensday or thursday =.= ...

What im listening to : HIT IN THE USA
By: Beat crusaders

Yeah i like this song !! so nice , wish could play like them , wanna go japan !!!
I wan go japan then stay there until i die ??? naw.. im crazy .. ill never make it there , besdies , theres nothing for me here so rather go there =.=

After using the comp since secondary 1 , i realised i liked music alot and now , im a musicholic !!! if theres such a word... Musics becoming my life , so is anime !!! wahhz... im posting so much ar... i didnt notice, just keep typin and typin and typin ,lol, Boring.....

hmmm... i realised nw singapore alot people hor , like ta show off and stuffs...guess from now on i better change ... Geez... so troublesome =.= lately ive been staying at home alot ... listening to music/watching anime/slacking haha... not boring

LOL okay then i go ler bahx.. so sian..Heh.. how troublesome Grr.... stupid dam posts wont show on the dam front page =.=


Yeah!!!! today was great , had alot of fun but very very tired now ... yeah!! our class won some other class 3-1 in the soccer match !!! whoooooooooooo!!! okay enough of school casue tml going some stupid school trip budden i dun care larh i wan to pon tang .zZzZz....

Now i guess ive just gotta be me and i shud not been the way i was last time ,but still i better be careful bahx... i dun feel right anymore .... but again , sharing this feeling is useless cause no 1 will .... aiyah nvm la forget i typed that , hehe i dun noe whats gonna happen starting from now but ill hold on when i feel like lettin go and ill hold on casue i noe it would get better , now that i noe that god is there with me i feel much lighter :DD but does it really matter.

Is it true that im thinking stupid stuff ? is it true that people arent ignoring me ? u noe what i just dunno but , if they really hate me so much they must as well say in my face... hiyahz...Life...sucks .... but ive gotta hold on still ..... i guess i really did things that people shud hate me for , so maybe now ive got my reason huh ? well i just feel like bashing someone up, ANYBODY would do ....just to let out my anger but then again ..............NVM!!!!!!!

I guess blogging is kinda useless , when u express your feelings it doesnt get to other people so yeah thats abit what lah ... but still... hiyohz.... okay then cha ne!!!! byebye!!


Wah seh !!!!!! im so sick ... im down with flu/fever/running nose /headache/sorethroat.... ARGH!!! so sian.... nw i at hme doin nothing , was watching bleach budden bui tah hanz already .... watch already until going to fall asleep , i need a new anime go keep me away too !!!

I wanna get well so soon.... i hope the medication the doctor gave would do the job fast enough ,aiyoh... i think i go rest now bahx... good luck with school all !! cha ne !!!!


oii....now ish friday ....was kinda okay todae ,gort de outdoor learning thingy magic then take care of the old folks...they throw the tennis ball hard sial , kani my head but after awhile nort pain .. then i go play soccer with firull and nabil they all then recess continue and then...ltr after school i and belani go boro ball from ms ong then got bloody time limit sial ... she need to go home early ,so we play and play until dunno what time then i went back , again take bus 12 .

Life still sucks =.= Life getting kinda boring sial...detention like veri fun nw lehx... if come late also can get , i wanna try ... so much for being a good boy =D but can play soccer still can larh .... if not veri boring sial... then i think...

Maybe i shud stop coming online .... also no 1 talk to me sial then i so sianz ..if i dun come online then i everyday play soccer until 6 or 5 plus WHOOOO!!!!!like that i veri happy =DD the most i come home on com listen to music but dunno will online anot...see first lah.. if i wan come online then i online hehe , but now i dunno already larh i think i just give up on everything and play soccer ??? i veri scared to say or do wrong thing nia ... wa lao sia... i so confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay monday another soccer day =DD i cannot w8 for school day oldei =.= i dunno if i shud be good or bad anymore............ i guai no use i naughty no use , what the diff ??? lalala~~~ i wont give it up yetz bahz but i will try but if like really cannot work out then i noe what to do already =DD budden afterwhile in the end still will forget me de bahx... hehe enough for the day ..|.[[ BiE BiEx ]].|..

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gosh , its so hard to keep frens these days T.T sooooooo hard , trying so hard's no use 1..everthing's going back to like when i didnt noe them at church camp sia...played soccer todae... now got sunburn on my neck behind anddddddddddddd on my NOSE T.T so hard to cope with life , and those who say life is BEATIFUL ... i say dream on la... maybe becasue u dont have my kind of problems which like will never be solved ? aiyah dun feel like going church anymore already sial .....Backsliding ..... but what can i do , i pray also nothing happens and i try also no effect , like they would just go back to their own crowd so i just hang around myself and play soccer or guitar or go out of church and walk around .... i guess its the easy way out for me to avoid everyone =D i can see that no 1 notices but right nw... i guess i dont wanna be a somebody . i wanna be a nobody???????? naw.. i dunno la... so hard to decide stay in evangel or leave.... wa lao SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!! so confused sia , wah biangz... god help me T.T
WAHZ....i tio blocked by people , now i noe im annoying , shit la i stop going online alr ....i always say stupid things nia , ARGH * bangs head agaisnt wall really hard *